Thursday, July 10, 2008

Tired and Frustrated

Why is nighttime the worst for me? The events of the day have passed, leaving me tired, hurting for my baby, frustrated that there has been no progress, missing my son and husband, and emotionally vulnerable...and thus whiny. I am going to turn in soon after battling with Callie to get her to sleep. Perhaps some sleep will provide more clarity. I feel as though I am running on autopilot. I have stopped trying to understand why and what is happening. Please Jesus come, clear my mind so that I can sleep. Help my baby. Be with my family. We love you.

4 comments:

The Rock Star said...

I pray you got some good sleep! Hopefully, you are sleeping now (about an hour after the post)!

Laura said...

love you and praying hard....
psalm 37

Christy said...

Kim,

Love ya girl! Jesus' arms are big enough to hold both Callie and YOU!!! I pray you can just rest in His arms today. We're praying!!!

Amanda said...

Kim, We are praying for you!