Wednesday, July 9, 2008
Spiritual Thoughts late at night
So, everyone has turned in for the evening. I just got Callie settled down and asleep. Night is the best time for me to reflect. Jesus has really met me here. Although we have not seen physical healing yet, we definitely feel God's presense and the church body surrounding us. I feel more peace than I normally would under these situations and have only cried once so far. It is definitely getting my spiritual attention however. For a long while I don't think I would have had the faith to pray for healing after watching so many of my friends suffer losses. Yet, God has given me what I need to believe and have faith. I KNOW that Jesus can heal her..and have a quiet certainty that He will. Whether that's giving the doctor's wisdom to diagnose the lump or through a miracle, I have faith that He will respond to our prayers and the prayers of those around us. So Jesus, I pray that you would come and work in little Callie's life both physically and spiritually. Heal her body Lord. We give her to you knowing that you are the ultimate healer. Help us to grow closer to you through these trials. Thank you for always being there for us, no matter what.